Wednesday, September 2, 2009

the heart does things that reasons cannot understand

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

the all i hate about boys...~

I hate how some men are so immature.
It's all about them, and who cares what anyone else thinks?

I hate how they act all sweet, and cute, until god forbid you say "no" then they annoy and anger you by acting stupid about it!!!

I hate when you text a boy you like or an ex and then immediatly regret it. I hate it when boys don't text you back, and you get desperate and do the dreaded 'double text' - whereby you send another text because you havn't had a reply. There is no possible way to make the 'double text' look cool...

i hate how you got me wrapped around your finger but i won't admit it.
i hate how it wasn't suppose to be like this, that you were only suppose to be just "someone"i hate how i've fallen for you.
i hate how i'm looking at every little detail that you do.which will make me really happy or really sad.
i hate how i cant read your mind.do you like me or not?

I hate All Men by ~chocolatefreak

I hate all men
They first convince you that they love only you
You are first and foremost in their hearts of stone
But then you find outThey are petty and sex driven
They only care about their egos and if you love them only
They don’t care what it takes as long as they get off in the end
They want it and they want it now
They want nothing but simplicity and happiness
Creamy white skin and fiery red hairLovely green eyes and freckles to match
And in the end they will leave you to get it
I hate men I hate men
They seem to like you well enough
They are nice and loving when everyone else is cold
They get what they wantWherever they are
Then they leave you once more
And don’t think of you for another three months
Then you find out “oh ya he is engaged as of 2 months ago”
Not even a goodbye or a by the way.
I hate men I hate men
They seem sweetInnocent and without care
They will just love you And not demand anything in return
Then it changes
They come up with guilt trips and demand more and more
Soon lies and loses build up
Till you give way and give up
And somehow feel like you’re the one in the wrongI hate menI hate men
Your first kiss should be sweet
Not an accident to have someone say oops and laugh in you face about
Pizza and Led Zeppelin that I will never be able to listen to again
I hate menI hate men
The looser that made you believe in your self
Only to crush you back down later
The one you thought would always be there
Only to find he was gone
The one you thought you could always to depend on to be true
Ended up to be the worst of all
And the first that started the whole mess
And ruined a great song forever
I hate all men

Sunday, July 5, 2009

I FEAR...

I feared being alone until I learned to like myself...:
I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success until I realized that I had to tryin order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced its beauty.
I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny,until I realized thatI had the power to changemy life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart,making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better.
I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength.
I feared change,until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

TRUST GOD WITH YOUR DEEPEST LONGING

m0st pe0ple carry a dream.perhaps y0u've been carrying f0r s0o l0ng that y0u've l0st all h0pes 0f it ever c0ming t0 pass. the 0ne wh0 called y0u t0 thew0rld is the same 0ne wh0 l0ves y0u and pr0mises y0u an abundant life. maybe y0u've hesitated t0 tell any0ne, including G0dwhat y0u l0nged f0r.maybe y0u're t0o sad 0r t0o embarrassed 0r afraid. trusting Him with y0u 0wn dreams is 0ne way t0 delight Him; He w0nt let y0u d0wn; and as y0u see what y0u can d0, y0ur h0pe will revive.

WHAT IF THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS TRUE LOVE???

*this is actually a line i picked out from a movie (i just can't seem to remember which one)...i just find it very genuine and beautiful

we all have bee in l0ve
but we never kn0w if its true l0ve until it's 0ver
s0, what if theres n0 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 or 5
what if theres n0 such thing as true l0ve???
we are just afraid t0 admitt it
s0, we keep 0n dressing up
we keep 0n being s0mething that we're n0t
l0sing 0urself is s0mething that we h0pe
is better that what we think we are.

NOTHING IS AS IT SEEMS

Like every0ne else, i'm passing thr0ugh life as carefully as i can, watching my steps as i g0. However, there are times when we f0rget that n0t everything is as it seems t0 be. You see y0ur b0yfriend 0r girlfriend every 0ther day. You watch y0ur y0unger siblings play and s0metimes y0u j0in them. And as usual, y0u hear elders nagging y0u. Strange as it may s0und, there will be time when y0u will c0me t0 wish y0u c0uld hear it all 0ver again, watch the kids play s0mem0re 0r even listen t0 th0se sweet n0things fr0m y0ur l0ver. But theres n0 turning back t0 time. I have l0st my dear 0nes al0ng the way. The realisati0n that they w0uld n0t be ar0und f0r my birthday 0r when I g0t my real driving license 0r even t0 pr0udly see me graduate is painful t0 accept. I have seen cl0se friends walk in and 0ut 0f my life, leaving a wh0le mark in my heart. i have learnt that everything is n0t as it seems t0 be.
0n the surface, everything maybe perfect but y0u never quite grasp h0w perfect it is until y0u get t0 the nitty gritty 0f the situati0n. Breaking up, making upand then breaking up again. I had a bestfriend, but as time went by, s0 did my best friend, he & she f0und s0me0ne better. I never realised that I was n0t g0od en0ugh. Nothing is ever what it seems t0 be. With every passing day, I tell myself that i have t0 let pe0ple i care f0r and l0ve kn0w h0w i feel ab0ut them. Be it my br0ther, m0ther, sister, father 0r my friends. Letting them kn0w that they are l0ved is imp0rtant. and yet there are times when I have failed t0 d0 s0and the regret is s0o great. Never assume that th0se wh0 are dear t0 y0u kn0w that y0u l0ve them. S0metimes, a little reminder can make a huge difference in 0ne's life. It 0nly takes a c0uple 0f minutes t0 express y0ur feelings but it will carry y0ur l0ved 0nes a mile thr0ugh life. We hear this s0 0ften but trust me, y0u may never kn0w if there is a t0m0rr0w f0r this pers0n and sh0uld y0u miss the 0ppurtunity, the regret is s0o great.
What w0uld be better; t0 say th0se simple w0rds that brings great meaning 0t t0 h0ld 0nt0 w0rds and regret it f0r a lifetime. Regret never brings any benefit- 0nly pain and s0rr0w. So, why wait when y0u can say it n0w? why p0stp0ne till t0m0rr0w? What can y0u 0u d0 t0day? Why wait when y0u kn0w that time waits f0r n0 man?? Why wait at all?